Im eating a ferrero rocher cos i was craving for smth chocolatey and sweet after reading my sis's blog abt tim tams.
Mmm..i love chocolates, esp. dark ones =D
Feeling kinda bad, cos like berlin said, my attendance in sch is like shit, being (i think) more than 70% of the time absent, and i don't think my parents know that.
I AM going to school, just that i'm going to a different sch. Still, it doesn't make up for the fact that im still playing truant at TPJC heh.
And feeling bad doesnt stop me from wanting to pon somemore.
I think i have no motivation to go to school except to go to Lit lessons.
Anyways, today i was supposed to pon with Mel and go to sajc or tjc, but i kinda overslept. So sorry Mel =( I really looked forward to having breakfast with you, and im really sorry that you got into trouble partially cos of me.
I stayed hme and read Harry Potter and the GOF, and watched a lot of tv.
Kinda wished my dad suscribed to the chn 54 and other chns after watching so many nice shows at Jonng's place lol. But nvm, i dont watch THAT much tv to require those channels either.
Still feeling a lil bitter with my mum over some long incident with my maid. We fought like crazy ytd and i kept raising my voice to the point whereby i started shrieking and my voice went to the lvl of being piercing and it kinda made everyone cringed. -.- My mum was ready to slap me(thank god she didnt)
I had the wildest idea of running away until they sent my maid hme pronto ( yes i dislike her that much) but today i felt bad thinking like this.
I suppose i nv really looked at things frm my maid's perspective. Nevertheless, she shouldn't have stole all the things in the past that made me lost all little trust i had in her.
And maybe im too harsh in my impression of her, but it doesnt change the fact that if she nv did any of those stuff, i would be perfectly fine with her.
I dunno.
I think i need to learn some independence.
Im ashamed to admit that i haven't really washed any dishes or do any laundry in the last 16 yrs of my life.
I probably can't survive without a maid in my life.
Zzz.
